about meeh..
my AIM.rockinhottchiq27 feel free to IM me.....i am somewhat odd,but thats what make me cooler than u..im the girl u walk by everyday.im not really difficult to know,but im still tryin to know myself,i am d rumor,on everyone's lips,the simplest things make my day.Ive learned that pretending to be happy doesnt make u happy..i dont have friends,i have bestfriends,lets end this pretending,im not who u think i am,dont fall inlove with me,dont admire me,dont compliment me,dont try to persuade me to change me.I AM ME..
Don't try to fix me, I'm not b r o k e n.
In a nutshell I say, fuck religion. I'm not denying that there is a God,
but I am fully disgusted with every form of religion and not to mention the people who claim to be a part of said religions.
So here's what I believe: There is no hell, we're living on it. There is no heaven,
there is a state of collective consciousness, in other words "being one with the universe".
There is such a thing as "reincarnation", and I've been living for a very long time [since the times of Jesus],
I'm gonna keep on living, because I don't like the idea of sharing thoughts with every organism, it sounds rather noisy.
And well I suppose I won't blame you for doing the whole Christianity thing, or whatever you are,
cuz I did too at one point, but really, I think it's just for people who are scared. Scared of dying, scared of living. People who are lost,
and dont know who they are. But I'm not scared of dying, or scared of living, and I'm not lost, and I know who I am.
I dont need to be saved, so dont even bother. I've been hurt the worst by people who claim to love Jes
us, so I'm just fucking sick of it. I'm sick of the lies and pain and confusion. I dont need it, I dont want it.
Right now, I'm learning to deal with things myself, and I couldnt be happier. Cuz let's face it, when it comes down to it,
all you've got is youself. And if you're lucky, you've got a couple people who've got your back. Even luckier if they arent stabbing it.
i want the kind of guy who gives me toxic kisses.i want to be not only be something to him but to be everything,i want him to wipe my tears && then cry with me.i want him to laugh at my mistakes && say ur only human.i want him to not only cares,but devote his life to me.i want to know he cares enough to hold my hand in front of his friends.i want the perfect guy who's imperfect to everyone else.i want him to love me for being the biggest mistake he'll ever make.i want him to kiss my lips softly && whisper "Ure my MISTAKE".
